TOM BOY PHASE

So a few hours ago i was going through my wardrobe and i just discovered i had been to different extremes with my weight. As per now i linger between a size eight and ten though i tend to  be a bit heavy on the bones. I found these tiny winy pair of pants that used to fit me in my pre-teens then i found these huge pair of jeans (size 34!!) i rocked in my mid-teens. Amazing huh? To men maybe but to my female girls i guess its a norm. Most go through these phases but the most remarkable is the tom boy phase. Mine became prominent wen i started gaining weight so you hiding all the goodies and keeping them in the jar. haha actually no! Gaining weight is really scary so for this type of girl who had been really skinny.. it becomes a daytime nightmare.I nicknamed it the 'hiding phase',boys your age seem to be  pests and you find them so cliche. The only boy i was actually nice to was a very polite boy who was my tennis partner and never at one point hit on me. I was never given the girly parts in acts cause people would say you just "couldnt work it" and the rest of the girls would raise eyebrows if ever they heard you sing along to Mariah Carey at any instance Those were my high school years Then i go back  to my pre -teens...i was still a tomboy but a little naive. Dont get me wrong i wasnt the girl who bet up boys,played football and spoke in a deeper voice naah....those are girls with a serious identity crisis who are really just seeking attention. I was the one who'd go frantic when someone brought up a sci-fi movie discussion or a myth. You see many girls found this 'ungirly' hehe i had one girl tell me once that boys would never look at me the way they look at them CLEARLY! One thing i learnt in this 'hiding phase' of mine was that when i was busy running away from what everyone was doing, the rest were busy getting their hearts broken while i was busy scraping through encyclopedias and Shakespeare works people were busy looking for words to entice their high-school sweethearts in their love letters. Thinking of it it was both advantageous  and not. To this point i have not met a boy who wont help but give me a recap of his earlier-year sweetheart whom he fell deeply 'inlove" with. Well the arrogant side of me will go like "pssh puppy love' but the other side would be asking "what the hell was i doing?". Scares the hell out of me.
Well i ditched my trainers,baggy t-shirts and jeans for fitting tops,dresses and skinnies ok not completely since i rock the former in a sexier way and you can still spot my tom boy ways underneath my stilletos and mini-dresses...the geek in me never dies.In other news i really need new shoes! Whoever knows sites i can spot sassy shoes just post on the comment a tout a l'heure!